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| I was quite the whiny bitch a few months ago....it's been a long time since I've posted I started keeping a written journal instead | | |
| win.
I love mexican food but its the 5th time in the last 10 days, enough is enough
All my "friends" are full of suck right now and didn't invite me to hang out with all of them because apparently I'm not actually their "friend" since we don't have "deep" conversations on AIM, according to Waci
So ACCORDING to WACI none of them are MY friends, the kids I've known since grade school, and the people she met last year, but they are her friends and I wasn't invited because she's the one with the "deep" conversations on AIM with all the guys.....really? are we in the FUCKING 6th grade, I mean AIM..really?
suck my dick bitch, if I'm not your friend then don't say that I'm "your best friend at the school" because apparently, ACCORDING TO YOU, I am clearly not
So while I go to Halloween horror nights with my real friends from ST, you can go not have sex with your sexually repressed boyfriend YOU FUCKING PRUDE HYPOCRITICAL BITCH | | |
| So guys, it's been a while..
I haven't been able to sign in to my account, but all is fixed now
Still the same anti social freak :]
I went with Waci to a party(adventure 1) where I tried to make friends
As per usual every nerdy guy in the place was trying to get in Waci's pants..nice
Then we went and photoged(adventure 2), photog=photograph
Lots of nice pictures, joined the Photography club, trying to expand socially
And I'm still full of suck and boring in my writing, art, social situations, and life
So same old same old
But I missed you X, and all your nameless square pictures and their blogs | | |
| I really cannot be considered classy or ladylike.
I really want to be, so the cursing, profanity, and indecency have to stop. I don't see how people take me seriously with the way I speak. I used to pride myself on my "mouth of a sailor". But now it just seems I'm being marked at less because of it. But has cursing become part of me, or the reason I have the few friends that I do. I don't know, it makes me funny and risque. Especially all the talk about sex between me and my friends, because they're all guys, except for one. Kaci is religious though, the guys are all virgins, and all Melissa does is talk about sex with her boyfriend. I need new friends, or MORE friends. The few that I have don't even seem to care. Most are even leaving the school.
People used to tell me once you get to highschool it will be different, new people with come and you'll make friends.....This obviously didn't work out.
Now they all say college will be better all you have to do is do well enough to make it to college, people there aren't cliquey and you'll make all new friends.
If you haven't noticed already I am a social cripple. I'm terrible at expressing my ideas in words. I never know what questions to ask to spark a conversation, and I generally don't like people.
Most of the time I end up spewing random facts of information, like word vomit
My thoughts are never in order and people just sort of get bored with me. I'm pretty sure I'm going to lonely and friendless forever.
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| As soon as my sister graduates my mom is kicking her out
the bitch
For those who don't know graduation is May 24 so roughly 2 weeks
the fucking bitch
According to her I too have an ultimatum to fulfill by May 24
I have to have summer plans by then
I said Belize, she said "Yea maybe for five fucking days, figure out something else or I'm sending you to Pennsylvania to work as a camp counselor"
Then she bitched out my little sister and said she would have to go to camp if she didn't have plans
I don't get along with my little sister
But she doesn't deserve that shit from my mom
I've never talked back, ever, I am the example of an awesome kid
But her pre menopausal bullshit was getting fucking old
So I said "We haven't done anything wrong except agree with you about making plans, so could you calm down and stop cursing"
She said "I'm still your fucking mother, don't talk to me like that"
I said "Yes well there's No. Need. To. Over. React"
Then she ripped me a new one
When we got home and everyone got out of the car she turned and said "You ever fucking talk to me like that again bitch, I'll fucking knock your teeth out and throw you out of the fucking car"
"Ok"
I don't take threats kindly
I will get her back
I do fucking everything for her
Mother's day I stayed up late to clean and bake for her
I got a scholarship at the most expensive school in the area
All honors...but I'm the lazy one
She has no job and complains about having to do laundry and cook dinner
Well I do my own laundry and I don't like your food so BITCH BACK THE FUCK OFF MY SHIT
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